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// Fine print. Words that can’t be said //

Some days are easier than most. Some days I feel ever so optimistic. But even on the most happiest day my mind is still clouded with thoughts of sadness. I just want it to stop. And over the last few weeks my mind keeps telling me there’s only one way to stop it.

I don’t know who to talk to. I don’t know how others will respond. But I’m not happy. I feel weak, I feel sad, and I feel miserable. I should be thankful I have my family and friends, which is a simple thing in life that surprisingly most people don’t have. Still… I feel an emptiness in my heart. And during these past two years that whole has continued to grow.

I just can’t seem to find the courage to keep doing this anymore.

Everyone is so busy with their own lives I don’t wanna bother them with my problems.. I guess that’s just how it is with me.
All these thoughts in my head will always stay as words that were unsaid.

Despite the sadness, I’m going to try a little bit longer. But I don’t know for how much longer I can keep this up…
Time is running out.

We met at the wrong time. That’s what I keep telling myself anyway. Maybe one day years from now, we’ll meet in a coffee shop in a far away city somewhere and we could give it another shot.
Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind (2004)

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There is this odd trend
of taken women
saying they are too much,
and how the men they love
are amazing for dealing with them.

Love should not be a responsibility.
You should not have to deal with me.
Just because a woman is wild
and free
does not mean she is difficult.
He is not a martyr for loving me
through the good
and not so good.

Some mornings I will wake up swinging,
you do not get a gold star
for still loving me.

Some mornings I will wake up like a lamb,
you do not get a gold star
for loving me.

I am not a hurricane of a girl,
you always have the chance to leave.

i-dreamlovebelieve:

"I don’t see myself as beautiful, because I can see a lot of flaws. People have really odd opinions. They tell me I’m skinny, as if that’s supposed to make me happy." — Angelina Jolie

i-dreamlovebelieve:

"I don’t see myself as beautiful, because I can see a lot of flaws. People have really odd opinions. They tell me I’m skinny, as if that’s supposed to make me happy."
— Angelina Jolie

(via mikaylaaleighh)

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// Fine print. Wreckless and insensitive //

People have no disregard for others feelings. You are insensitive and think that we don’t mind the words and things you’ve said and done. But none of us are made of armor, and your words and actions hurt deeply. It’s your actions thst make us wonder why she starved herself, isolated herself, and then killed herself.

While you think nothing of it, she is crying inside.

When she finally closes her eyes, she’ll get the peace she deserves. But when those eyes don’t open, I hope you know that you are partly to blame.

Somewhere someone is thinking of you, wishing one day somewhere, somehow you’ll meet. 
- r.m. drake

Somewhere someone is thinking of you, wishing one day somewhere, somehow you’ll meet. 

- r.m. drake

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