escape to wonderland, one last time this yr.
Saving up for a real adventure. but where should I go?
I think we’re all trying to figure out what we want to do with our lives, and how to get there. I still don’t have any concrete plans for the future, but everything seems to be falling in place on its own.
I’m still adjusting to life in NorCal. I can’t say I love it, but I don’t hate it either. In a weird way, I feel happier.
Last month my life went through some huge changes, all of which I think were for the better. I realized that these past few years I’ve been too hard on myself, and focusing too much on making sure others are happy. Now that I’m away from everything I finally have time to focus on just me.
The next two years, especially this upcoming one is really going to be do or die. But i’m going to give it everything i’ve got. I want to be the best I can be.
but sometimes love is not enough.